Tag: anxiety

Beautiful and Terrible

Somewhere out in the darkness, a phoenix was singing in a way Harry had never heard before: a stricken lament of terrible beauty. And Harry felt, as he had felt about phoenix song before, that the music was inside him, not without: It was…

Time is a River

Time is a river which sweeps me along, but I am the river; it is a tiger which destroys me, but I am the tiger; it is a fire which consumes me, but I am the fire. -Jorge Luis Borges I remember so distinctly…

The Right to Grow

We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or…

Leave Them There

You have to meet people where they are, and sometimes, you have to leave them there. -Iyanla Vanzant We talk, about what it will be like “After.”  After this baby is born.

How I Feel About the Remaining Weeks

I always wake up at least an hour before everyone else in this house. The other day, I was in the shower and just cried and cried.  Missed my other babies so much and thought about everything I have been robbed.  I stood in…